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Last update: 18 July 2021

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Ако умеехме да сме открити - объркан съм, преструвам се, че живота ми е добре

Last update: 29 November 2021

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Ако умеехме да сме открити един с друг "объркан съм; преструвам се че живота ми е добре; не знам къде се намирам; живота ми не върви както си го представям; не се справям добре с Х; затрудявам се с У; Read more


People who play the TV in the background

Last update: 25 July 2021

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It's one of the biggest mysteries for me. How can you possibly do this and really focus on something else. How can your brain block out the words so well to be able to focus entirely on something else Read more


People with functional families will never understand

Last update: 25 July 2021

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The whole wiring of your brain is messed up. You have a concept of what a loving, stable, and supportive family should be like but it's just a concept in your head. The experience, the feeling is not Read more


How much of your thinking would be the same if you were in a concentration camp/gulag?

Last update: 25 July 2021

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As someone very curious about suffering, believing I've had a good deal of it, I like to believe that most of my thinking would not change a single bit if I had to go through a concentration camp or a Read more


Disciplined or bored with all that used to be interesting?

Last update: 25 July 2021

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Have I really become more disciplined? I'm definitely trying to remove distractions. But there is something I haven't seen anyone talking about that I think is crucial. With time we just lose interest Read more


The small relapses before the big one

Last update: 25 July 2021

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It's hard not to notice the big relapse. It's hard to notice the small ones that lead to the big one. Let's use semen retention for example.

So one day, for some reason, you just, boom, relapse from Read more


When a man cannot find pleasure, he distracts himself with meaning

Last update: 25 July 2021

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Or the reason I made it, intuitively, difficult for myself to go out. In case you need a refresh about Viktor Frankl, the author of ["Man's search for me Read more


Solve suffering. What does it mean in reality?

Last update: 24 July 2021

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Discipline fans will say that most people's suffering comes from a lack of discipline.

Only fans will say it's because the simps don't pay more.

Eckhart Tolle's fans will say to sit on a bench for a Read more


Privileged and lucky vs self-made. Where do we draw the line?

Last update: 20 July 2021

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Daily life is too hurried to draw any lines. But if we stopped to think about privilege and hard/smart work the waters get muddy, quickly. To make an estimate, a reasonable way, though not flawless, w Read more


How some people debate

Last update: 20 July 2021

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Step 1: Interpret the opposing thesis the worst way possible.

Step 2: Make sure you don't ask if you've explained their thesis correctly. This way you'll be sure to make a more powerful strik Read more


Bad relationships still require work. Don't compromise

Last update: 19 July 2021

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"The relationship is bad, therefore I can maintain it with less work." That's usually a sneaky fallacy. Bad relationships cost thinking capital(TC) even when I'm away from them. My conclusion is that Read more


People who say perfectionism is bad usually suck at their craft

Last update: 19 July 2021

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GTD(getting things done) quickly is their best quality. The "how" is a low priority. So are the quality and the originality. And that's not a bad thing. Honestly, I'm often jealous.

There are a few p Read more


Is Jocko Willink more discipined than Zen Ventzi?

Last update: 19 July 2021

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Definitely yes. Should I even be questioning that? Probably not. Should I be contemplating suicide for days? Probably not. Does telling myself I'm not disciplined enough make me more disciplined? Some Read more